Eye, take me home
 Falling Down to the Uptown

They torture the beans just right here
ground to dust and scalded
bleeding darkness into the cacophony.

I know how they feel, I've been there
standing on the edges of rooftops
tingling groin and all, waiting for the downfall
falling up instead, to the Uptown.

Sometimes, it's either cut my hair or cut my wrists
I've been there, I know
And that's how it's like sometimes
standing in front of the mike, standing in the boat
rocking in the waves, child in hand
"Don't throw me to the waves, momma, to the wolves!"
"Sink or swim, that's it, that's your choice, SINK or SWIM."

And standing here at the mike, sometimes I swear I'd KILL anyone coming up to me.

But most times I feel like I'm dying, like I'm dying, like I'm dying.
But I walk offstage and realize I've survived, another tragedy averted.

Henry Alarmclock, tick-tock
Time is tickin', and you start talkin'
the thin white punk with Time on his hands
A Woman on his mind, smoke in his lungs
bristling angel feathers on his coat.

Tell me, have you ever seen Henry stopped dead in his tracks
the Hand of Fate lying heavy as the Burning Buddha
Wondering what's it going to be today
Sex or Pot?
He's taking a leap of faith
crossing the void with his heart in his hands
hoping for something solid to land on
On the other side...
In Texas.

And Arin, let the air in Arin
that hipster, cranium-cramming word artist
he's on his own high-speed journey to somewhere's
I've never been before
I'm just trying to hold on, enjoy the ride
the passing scenery while he yells, "Tuck and roll, tuck and roll, there's the door man, tuck and roll!"
'cause there's no way he's slowin' down

Greg's the fuckin' man, there's no gettin' past fuckin' Greg
he's no fuckin' Lunal-tic
he's the Burning Buddha with the lungs of a pearl diver
diving for pearls
He's the biggest thing in the room
When he inhales, we hold our collective breath, left high, left dry,
left gasping, left grasping - no oxygen left
When he exhales, we roll with the high tide,tsunami's, killer waves, shockwaves
There's the fuckin' legions of Hell behind his eyes
Hairy legs and all
Feel his fuckin' thunder, hear his fuckin' rage
'Cause he's gatherin' y'all up in his lovin' arms
And takin' y'all back home.

[Please don't throw me in the waves, momma, to the wolves, take me home!]

PE TER YOU ME
PEEL ME YOU ME ME YOU

St. Peter, pray for us
Alms for the living, a prayer for the dying
Pure, the ringing bell, mischievous bridges to everywhere
walk this bridge, each step a step escaping, discovering
Hanging inverted in the void Odin, grasping runes
the result - the World

He lives in a rarefied world, with relics, treasures
the seven cities of Cibola, Cibola, Cibola

You can't define him, go ahead, try to find him
In his forest of words
(A bit of the writer's block will soon sort you out)
Machete in hand, he chops through the the tangled undergrowth
searching for the space between the words
Monkeys scream, andeluvian monsters crawl to the waterhole
Diving, Diving, Diving.

Jessica, you rainmaker
cry for me
You rub the Buddha's belly
Not for luck, but for joy
Tell me, do you love the words
the way they bully the air around?
Do you love each breathe, each intake?
No, it's not the inhalation
It's the exhalation, the exhilaration
the fire-eating, fire-breathing dragons
that burn this house down write to a dazed tomorrow
(What the hell happened? My head is full of words!)

Greg wears the big shoes no one can fill
And Henry writes words to wake the living
and Arin, crazy Arin creates like Prometheus Unbound
(the Bird of prey is beaten
the dark of his heart is eaten)

And here I stand, trying to grasp the stillpoint, maneuver the clouds
The world turns, the words like rivers raging
I say get naked, the bacchanal is Now!
fling mud at the mannequins that line the walls
and wallpaper the windows

Don't save your breath, conserving your Air
Burn the bonfire bright, cast shadows and run rampant, barefoot
seething, wild, primordial
[Mama, throw me to the waves, the wolves, Mama, I'm coming Home!]
Yell to the "Civilized" world
You play with words
we play with Fire
We're taking flamethrowers to this place

[Throw me to the wolves, the waves, Momma, I'm coming Home!]

Another tragedy averted.



 

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