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Tracks
Seen through the looking glass
Body broken by fall with no ripcord, no net
And you, high flyer, swing
back and forth and back and forth
Eyes caught: Your glance
can't save
Now, spirit rises to meet
hands, palms reach, but fail to touch
so smooth your skin and how scarred
Your breath: a whisper
"I will dismantle you"
I whisper back
"I will put you back together"
and
"I have dismantled myself"
Phantom arms enfold my spirit
body, struggling, cannot follow
Waiting, like dreamtime, for spirits return
I count each grain, each wound upon your flesh
each stripe delivered I could not bear
"...a time machine..." and "...bring me my instruments..."
You. A warring princess.
wear scars like armour, like chainmail
Saying, "You cannot unscar me."
I say, "I would love to try."
fingers like children running, stumbling across your raised flesh
I name this skin, these lips, these bones
Lover
Rise and be healed, he said
…and for a moment, the moment of a moment
'Tis true
I KNOW THESE IMPOSSIBLE TRUTHS TO BE SELF EVIDENT
WHAT SCARS WE BEAR DEFINE US
CAST BONES AND GUTS AND SINEW AND MUSCLES AND GRISTLE ASIDE
: MY BODY: YOUR FORM: BENEATH ME
MY HOLLOW FILLS YOUR SHAPE
AND
SOMETHING
SOME THING,
I TELL YOU NOW
IS WHOLE
IS REAL
I hold my self apart
And wait
For spirits return,
dreaming of you
unarmoured
unscarred
beside me.
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