ennui May 28, 2008 - 21:29 PM
Eating hamburger with gouda cheese on top and mayonaise with salt and pepper. I'm drinking a Breckenridge oatmeal stout and shuffling through myspace, twitter, et al. I am pondering either turning on the tv to watch Monster Quest, or read my books: Madness, a book about being bi-polar, or The Subtle Knife, the second in the Golden Compass trilogy. I try to stay positive, stay on my path. I feel myself drift, though. Not good. I work and workout. I look forward to my next appointment, talk it through. I wonder what everyone else is doing. Parts of my life are over, never to be recovered: I love the howling through ones head which is love those that recognize the destroyed unrevocable part of themselves but continue nonetheless.
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